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eek!!!!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
sorry i wont be talking about what happened today cos nothing much really happened.just breakfast with family at mac's then training then dinner with family at plaza sing swenson's.
ANYW.
i'm like totally FREAKING OUT right now!!!
i mean, seriously, PARANOID!!!
AHHH!!! i have like these small little red dots that look like small little pimples (which apparently are not, i think they're more like rashes) and they're all over my fore arms and some on my chest and shoulder and some on my legs!!!
AAAGGGHHHHH!!!!!!after i bathed, i saw these stuff and i was like 'OMG mummy! you come see what is this??!!! oh my goodness, look soooo disgusting!!! eeeeeee!!!!'
mummy said i was dirty, but i think it's more than that!!
after i saw all these i wanted to cry and scream and just faster run to the doctor and get it over and dome with!!!
no, actually, now i wanna strip everything off of me (i mean literally everything, including every strand of my hair) and then just soak myself in some kind of super effective soap or water thing.
freak! stupid training.
it made me sweat and become real hot.
and those stupid knee pads!
make my knee become so ugly now! (no, actually, it's MY WHOLE LEG!)
and so long hours of training, make my body so warm and stuffy and somewhat dehydrated.
then now my body become liddat!!! D: D: D: D: D: D:
argh!!! i'm not faking this okay.
after bathing, i was like applying all kinds of cream on my arms that i think are effective.
i even called my maid to wash the knee pads immediately. (she said i was crazy)
but seriously, i cant take it when my (beautiful) body is disfigured, and til this extent?! D:
this is just shit man.
it looks super disgusting, and feels really disgusting too.
aaaarrrrghhhhh!!! i seriously feel like CRYING now!!!!!!!
in fact, i am.
but not too obvious, else my mum will think i'm crazy and scold me for being to over-imaginative.
i dunno why, but there's a part of me that says 'come on, just get over it, i guess it'll be okay after a few days.' but there's another part of me (apparently a larger and bigger part) that says 'F*CK! MY BODY IS RUINED! D':< '.
ah well, it's time to go to sleep now.
tomorrow got church.
i wann go watch HARRY POTTER 6 :D
tata!(:
jaNAkOh~